Anger and Apologies

October 31, 2009 by JohnDoe

Sorry,
For what I have done,
I don’t know exactly what I did,
But I don’t care, so sorry.

Friends, just what it was meant to be,
Uppermost apologies,
Chains of my heart has been put back on,
Keeping this relationship alive has been nothing but a con

You’re different, that’s what I used to think,
Over the months, you made my heart sink,
Unknowingly set myself on fire,
Despite the tough guy I’ve been, you made me a crier.

Yet I apologize and forgive, disregard of my rage.
You may think that this is silly and creepy.

It is.

Goodbye.

Things that makes me sad.

September 8, 2009 by JohnDoe

When those little electronic voice speakers in toys and greeting cards begin to break down and the sound starts to weaken into this pitiful cry, I get really sad.

When I think of the squandered potential of Mankind, I get sad.

Pictures of people I think I knew in a past life.

Old people. Sitting in the park. Alone.

The end of any TV series.

Watching someone eat dinner alone in a fast-food place, especially if they’re middle-aged or older.

Old toys in the rubbish bin.

My birthday always depresses me.

Christmas always depresses me.

The beach at night depresses me.

Passed by a book signing and saw no one there.

It’s December 24. Procrastination. There are two Christmas trees left at the store.
If you choose one, then it means the other spends Christmas alone

When I finish a great book, or a really good RPG. I’m just washed over with sadness. I think “That’s it… there isn’t any more to the story.” I don’t get to see the characters I’ve spent the last weeks/months falling in love with cause any more havoc or have any more fun.

when i see people who aren’t native english speakers having a hard time it makes me feel really bad.

Watching the rain makes me sad as well.

Women buying pregnancy tests alone.

I feel really bad for grunts or nameless people who get killed off in TV shows or Movies, they had lives too.

Having to go to college, trying hard not too fail, then spend the rest of my life working instead of doing something interesting with my life.

Thinking about the inevitability of death makes me depressed.

Wall-e

Sometimes when playing a videogame, I’ll come across an area where there are no people, just a quiet area where I can admire the scenery.

When someone signs onto MSN and almost instantly switches to “Appear Offline” mode.

D9

August 20, 2009 by JohnDoe

Watching District 9 tomorrow, yay!

Critically acclaimed Best Science fiction movie of the year!

First time actors, first time director and an independent film. I may be a pirate, but I do support independent movies with little publicity that requires the appreciation they deserved.

PS: Say his name one more time, I’m walking off.

Your Pity

August 13, 2009 by JohnDoe

Do not want.

Light-Head

July 18, 2009 by JohnDoe

The worst feeling besides losing in Dota has to be falling sick.

Headache, dizziness, coughing green mucus – it ain’t pretty.

I usually refrain myself from using drugs such as Panadol, but the pain is excruciating.

Uni is about to start soon and I have only mere hours to recover. FML